Music versus Dance.......

When i was a kid i was crazy about Bharatnatyam ,when ever i use to listen to any sort of music my foot use to give response ,i have done lot of foot tapping, i still remember i had developed my own styles , even if i want to go to kitchen to have a cup of water i use to do that in Bharatnatyam style i was dancing doll then, when i attended few marriages i use to dance for the music played there , i never used to care for people, Bharatnatyam is a great art its a gift, even now i love Bharatnatyam but i did not continue the art, i feel i really really missed it,now its not too late but currently i cant enroll for Bharatnataym classes .................... i don't think that flexibility remains now,we were told how to read what to read ,going to college coming back to home with time i just forgot dancing,we were not aware of how to nurture our passion....
As a kid i used to hate listening to music , i felt music is very passive and dancing involves physical involvement , time elapsed............................. who am i to judge all this ?
But now i feel music is associated with our inner selves ,music is a language of heart ,its the way to express your feelings music relates directly to our hearts, music doesn't have any language barrier , you can find the peace that you have lost in the long run of this hectic life ,music is truth my respect to music as increased dramatically proving my grown up attitude,

now if we come to my voice its really not a melodious kind made for signing ,only choice left is to learn some instruments , i like to play guitor and even like flute, am thinking of taking one at a time and I can give my due respect to music in this way atleast ,

one more dream is to play this instrument in a place where there is no human intervention ,place which is filled with natures beauty ,and i must be alone sitting hours together forgetting who am ................ to the level that i must forget my own name... haha lets see if this dream comes true i will surely post it.......

I reinvented my smile

One of my friends pointed at me and said he never seen me smiling ,my god i really did not know about that ,well i said we meet in the college during our internals, boring seminars, externals during which smiling is prohibited ,your sincere efforts to put some smile is invain .......

But when i thought about that i felt what he said was actually true,and also i thanked him for that valuable suggestion.

He also told smile is a gift given by God but all are not gifted some people cant smile,

i did not continue with that argument there,but could not stop thinking about that ....

i said to myself smile is not a gift by God its my right ,God as given every thing and smiling is our own duty we cant demand God to give the gift of smiling ,i have a reason to smile... ,i felt if i ever forget to smile then am punishing my own self, i felt i deserve a smile ,in the long run i might have forgotten to smile but am not missing any Gods gift of smiling.......when you smile it signals positive energy within us, its a symbol of good health, friendship, life

so from then onwards i have taken every oppurtunity to keep a smile on my face....

keep smiling...