In the pusuit of happiness

Its a question of one million rupees are you happy? have you ever asked this question to yourself whats the answer.........well i still remember when i was is in standard 10th people said its your life turning time be careful i felt thats right,i felt if i get good score in 10th std i will be happy.....at last i did it ,then what to choose next for PUC ,i was interested in science so i took it,again started PUC is the life changing time so concentrate more.... study well many advisers ,again i felt if i score well to get into B.E i will be happy ,so i did every thing to see my dream taking its life, k i got B.E seat, i got the impression every thing is settling down,life is taking its good shape..... again i felt if i score well in the degree i will be happy i did everything required ,after B.E i did MTECH ,again i felt if i score well in MTECH i will be happy , my sincere effort to feel happy continued ............now i am expecting my last sem results mind says if i get good marks in this last sem i will be happy,after getting a job i will be happy, i think a lot about happiness when am alone,i put the question how was i through out my life ,

what about now am i happy........then whats the answer.....................................................................fill in the blank.now i have realised that we need no reason to be happy,happiness is a positive emotion when you are happy you have bundle of energy you achieve ,you win.... happiness spreads from person to person.Happiness that i get when i see those plantation growing in my terrace garden,happiness i get when i speak with a child, happiness i get when i solve sudoku ,happiness that i get when i try some recipes at home are really incredible.....so the answer is am happy with life ,am happy about all the smallest micro events which comes in life ,..
when you wake up the next day its a big reason to be happy ,is not that a reason what do you say

About pain

its not a movie review........

am alone at home today and I like it .........

so decided to watch a movie, searched for some CDs ,hmmm i got it and the movie is Delhi6 ,i arranged every thing even got some snacks from kitchen ,at last did some covering work for windows because light directly enters into the windows and hits my pc screen oops every thing over.....................

haha Delhi6 did not work out, i watched it for half n hour it did nothing to make me tuned into it so my search started again........

hmm i got it ,this time a kannada movie, musically hit kind of movie, i continued with that one..

Inthi Ninna Preethiya story is about a guy who is an artist and he is in love with his classmate who is very bold gal as usual because of some blah blah reasons they will not marry and gal marries a guy and she moves but hero starts roaming helplessely and gets addicted to drinking habbits ..... etc etc.....

to be frank i did not like the movie but heros acting is really really good and you cant say he is a new comer and music is really great in the movie, you can watch it onces no problem....

what made me to write about it in my blog ?

there is a scene , heros uncle is famous for cremating dead bodies which do not have their relatives to do all that procedures post death, one day they will get a body of 7 year old child ,hero looks towards the child he feels very bad about the death of the kid he tells to the kid "choclate tharak hoggidya putti , sayo vayas alamma nendu " he asks the kid have you gone to buy a chocolate , this is not right age to die kid, you still had so many roles to play you would be some ones good friend , lover , mother .......... he names the kid because the dead kid is stranger...

that really touched my heart......

another scene hero meets a prostitute she tells him her story once she was a normal innocent gal and also was in love with a guy but because of some bad twist in life she had become what she is today and her ex boy friend is a shop keeper in front of the building where she lives and her ex boy friend donot know about that and she continues "modlu jeevna ithu eeg adhu ella" meaning i had my life sometimes back now i dont even have that too... she lost her battle with life even before she is dead this also touched my heart.....

These two scenes striked chord in me and they are doing rounds in my heart....... rearly this happens............. brought pain inside my heart.....

i dont watch movie which makes me feel sad ,i love to watch comedy a lot.....

Mr .Bean is my alltime favorite hero , he is my hero..........